Arizona "The Inequality State"

I feel like screaming from the top of my fucking lungs, but I'm afraid of going back to jail. I 'm so sick of getting fucked over because of the fact that I have a penis. It seems in the state of Arizona that males have no rights. This is not just some petty call for attention. This fucking state thrives on denying men of our right, the right to be a"Fucking MAN". The nice people that head the AZ justice courts seem to think that a father is just some asshole sperm donor. They seem to think that us men couldn't possibly know what is best for our children. Who has ever heard of the man going to jail because of a restraining order that his ex. had him served with, and then shows up at HIS home to scream and yell at the poor bastard. I'll tell you who. Probably 98% percent of all men arrested for DV in Arizona. You would think that the responsible party would be the one that receives the trip to the pokey. Get that Fucking thought out of your head. Look between your legs, do you have a cock? See Yaaaaaaa Motherfucker. It is also quite comforting to know that if your children are ever placed in harms way by their mother, and you as the father seeks temporary custody until the dumb bitch figures out where she is going to stay for longer than 2 days, that as a male you will not get the chance to speak to an actual judge. You will sit for hours filling out custody papers that the judges assistant may look over if you can convince her that you have a good reason to be requesting custody. Meanwhile 12 other people (all women) get a red carpet to the Bench. Or what about after this emergency custody is denied, and you finally call the police to escort you to where your children are so you may see them for the first time in a month, you have been threatened numerous times by the old perverted man your ex. is staying with, your ex's best friend calls you up and tells you that your ex. is really a drug using hooker that has slept with everyone excluding you for the past 2 years, she also happens to mention that she got a call a couple nights before from the ex. asking her if she thought that the old perverted guy could be a child molester. Yeah real comforting when you go through all of this, and you show up to court, get served with a bogus order of protection, and all of a sudden YOUR emergency custody hearing is really a trial for you. Meaning, you do get custody of your children, but only on the weekends. This is after you explain to the Judge that your ex. likes to go out for days at a time and party, and when asked she confirms this is true. So now you are a Fucking Babysitter while the ex. is out to party. Nothing is done about the old pervert, nothing is mentioned about the safety and well being of the kids, and once again you are stripped of your dignity. It really starts to hit home when the bailiff is escorting you out of the courtroom, and you mention something about your rights as a male, and his response is "You have no rights, the only right you have is to be castrated." Well I could go on for hours about how this state brings down the man, but I have to go get ready for another meeting with my attorney. The same attorney that I am paying quite well to keep me out of jail so I don't lose everything I have struggled for, because of that same bogus order of protection, all the while the ex. is on to her third place to stay, her third male friend, and still has no job after 4 months and is collecting pay checks from me. "THE LOSER that doesn't love his kids" because he once again doesn't know where they are. WHAT A FUCKED UP STATE. Please comment. It's time that the Man regains his right to be a loving DAD, a Father, and the most hated group in the state of AZ, "MEN".
Oh Yeah! Did I forget to mention that there is not one piece of literature in the courthouses that cover "The rights of Men" but a person could find days worth of information for "Women's rights" Why is this?

ahhhhhh Kate

Things are really starting to get Strange

Well now things around the house are starting to get strange. My roommate is suspecting that something is going on. Nothing has yet, but if he continues to treat her the way he has I will make a move. Although I like him as a friend, I feel that she deserves more than what he is giving. He has been asking her a lot of questions and accusing. As of yet he has not confronted me. I don't think it will be to much longer. The weird thing is the stranger that things seem to get the more I am falling for this girl. Just had to get this off my chest. Please feel free to post any comments.

What to do?

I guess that I will have to figure out my last questions out by myself. Anyway I haven't added anything for awhile, but for some reason I couldn't sleep and had to talk somebody (even if it is only myself). I have been thinking a lot lately (prob. to much lately) . I have been doing so much thinking that I haven't got much accomplished. Although I have so much to do, I can't seem to get motivated. Once in awhile I feel that everything I had worked so hard for was for no reason. I try not to think this way, but every now and I get thoughts like "what am I doing" "why am I doing it" etc. Up until the last few days the answer was I just don't give a fuck. Within the last few days though, I have found a reason to crawl out of my cave. I really care for a certain person. Up until now I new I cared for her, but I never realized just how much. This certain person is in a relationship, that I feel is no good for her. She is pregnant, but the father doesn't want anything to do with the kid. The father (boyfriend) is a good friend of mine, but he treats her like she is a piece of dirt. This could be farther from the truth. This girl is smart, witty, loving, caring, and has a glow about her that has me awe struck every time I look at her. At first I told myself that I was just helping her out as a friend, but now I'm having a real hard time watching her go her struggles. I've been noticing her doing little things that lead me to believe that she may have similar feelings, but she isn't sure of what exactly to do. Although it is an awkward situation for all of us (considering we are all roomates) I have made a vow to help her out whether he does or not. Also like I said before, he is a friend, I find myself trying to talk to him about his problems, but I am only human. Meaning, sometimes it is really tough not to let him know of my true feelings for her. We have talked about the situation, but haven't really gotten into depth about what we were all going to do. WHAT DO I DO? If you have any logical advice, Please let me know.

This is My first Blog

Hello,
This is my first attempt to create a blog. I would like to dedicate this blog to
the "Love of my life" or so I thought. I needed somewhere I could go to get away from all the bullshit that goes on throughout my day. Feel free to ask, tell, inform, question, scream, yell, put down, compliment, whatever the hell you feel necessary to express yourself here. I want this site to be a place to get some shit off your chest. So I would like to start off by asking the question.

" Why the Fuck do women who have everything in life never seem to appreciate the men who have struggled so hard for them to have this shit?"
&
"Is it possible for a woman to be happy without having to stick another man's dick in the picture?"