Happy Easter!

Today is Easter. I woke up to a house that was torn apart. I was hot and sweaty. I wasn't greeted by a "Happy Easter" from my two babies. I didn't hear their mom telling them to jump on me to get me out of bed. I woke up feeling dead inside. Feeling like my fucking world had collapsed. I miss what I used to have, and this is just another fucking reminder of my failures. So Happy Easter everyone. Just leave me the Fuck out of it. I don't want your happiness. I want mine back!